fuck you! no, sorry!

i remember now... it's all coming back to me... where i was... what i was doing... where i was going... where my head is at... slowly but surely... it's all coming back... where have i been? what have i been doing? what the fuck was wrong with me? what the fuck? what the fuck? fuck you! fuck you! fuck me! fuck everyone! no i'm sorry! i didn't mean it! yes i did! fuck you! no sorry! fuck! where have i been... what have i been doing... it's all coming back to me now... god bless uranus... that fucking hooker is not getting two hundred of my dollars!... it's all coming back to me now... isn't that a song? fuck you! no, i'm sorry.

take this job and shoveitshoveitshoveit

i think i'm getting pretty good at writing resignation letters, which is like-- not a good thing.


April 20, 2007

Attn: J***** L****, Human Resources
S***** R***, Program Manager I*********
N**** B*****, Executive Director I*********


It is with great sorrow and regret that I, Charles Oh, resign my position as ************* EFFECTIVE IMMEDIATELY. During the past few weeks, heavy burdens and responsibilities have fallen upon myself to accomplish with no direction or support given by others around me. I have attempted to accomplish as much as I can but have recently found myself mired in confusion with no superior or peer able to give me insight into urgent deadlines needing to be met for clients' advocacy issue resolutions. Messages left unreturned, support unavailable from staff, confusing direction, lack of direction, and mounting responsibilities have left me to feel abandoned in my position, and therefore I am subsequentially forced to abandon it. Although the great majority of my time employed here at I********* has been positive and memorable, the past few weeks have been unrelentingly contradictory. Attempts to resolve matters through professional means have gone unheard and I am unfortunately and regretfully left with resignation as my only viable option. I apologize for the turmoil and confusion my sudden abandonment may entail, but perhaps an understanding will be felt for what I have been going through. Best of luck in the future.

-Charles Oh





October 5, 2005

to: all@t***w*****.c****.com


Dear T**** W*****,


It is with great pain and remorse... wait-- NO PAIN AND REMORSE that I turn in my walking papers, effective immediately. I appreciate the opportunity given to me upon my hire but would rather be unemployed and happy than get paid and take shit. I wish the the best of luck to everyone, and just want to thank all the quality people I've met here for being of such great character:


Frank K**, Ria M*****, Big Rodney, Dominique W*****, Hovik K*********, Denise V*****, Al P****, Big Rob (from C**), Thomas (from C**), Manu/Armenian Mike, Big Mike S******, Anny P*****, Maria B******, Dorian I****, Darren H******, Aracelly M*******, John K****, Ta'anya C*****, Ana K**, Daniel from K*****, Rick B******, Carlos and Carolina, Juan, Victor, Brooks, Leland, Tommy C******, Melvin, Young, Jeff M****, Chavaughn B***, Lurenzia D********, Octavia A****, Miss Cathy, LC, Frank M*****, Manny, Robert, Maria, Sarkis, Mr. Dan, Rochelle, Jeffrey (from C**), Liz from the Lobby, Miss Yoshi, Steven, Jack, and Glen (from T******), Rebecca S****** and Carmella E****** (from R**), Korean James, Anel, and the number of individuals I always talked to but never learned your names.

To all the great *******, Big Rick, Yvonne, Aeisha, Charles, Eliza, Jerome, Maria, and Gina-- thank you.

To my supervisors, Roy B******* and Leonor O****, thank you for your class and professionalism.

To Ms. Olga Z******, Junera W****, Andi J********, Craig O******, Laneisha, Brian and Cynthia from the Lobby, Melissa R*********, and Arnel-- thank you for your kindness since day one.

I have always intended to give at least two weeks notice before leaving, but since short notice seems to be the way it goes around here... GOODBYE.

-Charles Oh.

sanity is so overrated.

apparently

made an attempt to write today, apparently. apparently i should write every day because it's what i like to do. apparently, doing something you love to do is important and should be done at some point in your day, should you have the time to do it, apparently. apparently, it doesn't matter if no one reads, or no one gets, or you receive no financial compensation for it. you should just do it, apparently. if it's what makes you happy, if it's what makes you sane, or if it's something you desire to do no matter how undesirable you may feel. i think most people who participate in their first orgy find that they ejaculate within the first few minutes of participation. just my assumption. i'm sure the first one feels very overwhelming. apparently.

puncfucktuation.

what the fuck happened to quentin tarantino he used to be cool he did reservoir dogs then pulp fiction then all of a sudden he became a pompous blowhard who can't even rip his own movies off oh well and who the fuck is robert rodriguez sin city was a piece of shit lets be real i think he made el mariachi but i never even saw that because honestly quite honestly it looked like a flaming pile of horseshit oh well maybe i am wrong but i doubt it and oh yeah ozomatli is like the first american spanish band and when i say spanish i mean that there are all these spanish bands out there that meld so many various musical styles into one latin flavored rhythmic orgasmo but ozomatli is the first band that actually does this and sings in english so i can finally get the full effect of good spanish flavored music die tarantino die anyway he will continue to be a legend because of the early work he did even though everything he is putting out since is a flaming pile of horsey doo doo