cerebral swine flu.

saw a picture of an underage, fat latina's tits today... been thinking about her again... foot on the pedal refusing to let up... numb mind and a mind numbing pain... excruciating workout... five hours of sleep... fifteen minute nap... corn dogs and pot pies... hot hot heat... killer boredom... adult life... single day eternities... don't wanna work here any more... lakers lose... nothing but disappointments... alcohol, sweet alcohol... the drink... bully bitches... everyone annoying... temporarily permanent insanity... inability to poet... rhyming is elementary... no will... or grace... itchy face... they don't know nothin about redemption, they don't know nothin' about recovery... need a break... need a break... need a break...