joe mama

i saw this chick get massively fucked up on saturday. to a point where she was walking around in a stupor, needed assistance just to stand upright, and ended up throwing-up down a flight of stairs. i spoke to her a little before all that, and she seemed to have some deep-rooted problems about what she did for a living. i won't go into detail, but it was clear that she was having moral qualms with what she was required to do.

i am of the opinion that people who get that fucked up have some sort of problem that they're numbing themselves to. earlier in the night i asked her if she enjoyed what she was doing. she looked around, thought for a moment and said, "i make a lot of money and i know that i can get a job anywhere i go."

you didn't answer my question, i said. she looked around again and said, "it isn't about enjoying what you do, it's about what it gets you."

to each their own.